Believe in me, this life's not always what it seems...

I hate to sound pompous or pretentious because I'm neither thing but I could not care less if what I post bothers someone reading most of the time. I write openly about pretty much everything. If that makes you uncomfortable, don't read it. I write weird things. I write about sex and my bisexuality. I post pictures on Thursday that wouldn't garner a PG-13 rating. If you don't like what you see here, turn your little (or big as the case may be) ass around and move on down the metaphoric road. I don't see the point in complaining to someone about what they post on their blog. It seems absurd to me. There are millions of other blogs out there. Go find one you enjoy and stay away from ones you don't. You can like or dislike what I post until the sun goes down and the earth stands still, that's your thing and I don't care. I don't expect everyone to like me in real life and don't expect that here either. I enjoy comments and I also enjoy constructive feedback. I don't enjoy completely negative emails written in an insulting manner. You choose to come here and read. If you don't like what you see, make your exit and don't come back. Being insulting and bitching about it is unnecessary and will probably just get you ignored also. =)

Moving on.... I think I got all the Flickr invites sent out. If I said I would send you one but haven't yet, I suck because I forgot, lol. So email me again if I missed you since I think I'm done but have the feeling I've forgotten someone, lol. If you missed that post then check it out and if you're interested, email me. Please don't be offended if I say no though. It was the same when I had put my blog on private, all kinds of folks coming out of the woodwork that I never knew existed and had never once heard of popping up. If you email me for an invite, make sure to tell me who you are please. :)

Though I think I might just make everything private to friends only and then make my 365 project as the only public thing. My 365 project is where I am going to take a picture and upload it every day for a fully 365 days. Sometimes it's a picture of me, other times I've something I've done or seen. I'm only 7 days into it, 8 after today but I haven't missed anything yet. It'll be interesting to see how long I keep up with it. Or how long it takes me to run out of inspiration.

I'm so excited! I've began writing again, away from this blog. I'll post bits and pieces here once I get a little more done. Actually, I've already posted a few bits and pieces that will be in. Y'all just don't realize it. Though I should post a copyright button somewhere. I don't think anyone would steal anything I post but just in case I suppose. I'm so excited though. I started this project 10 months ago and completely lost interest in it. Interest picked back up but after losing several writing competitions, I felt defeated and like I just didn't have what it would take. I gave up and got angry with myself for giving up but at the same time, with things going the way they were and feeling the way I was all the time, I just didn't care. I'm changing slowly and I'm doing better with things. I still have a ways to go before being close to where I want to do but I'm doing better. Which I have my boyfriend, some real life friends and some blogger people to thank for this. My boyfriend helps me more than anyone will ever know and I love him for that. I'll take a little bit of change that escapes most peoples notice over nothing at all. Back to my point! I've regained my interest in my book project and I'm actually working on it again. :) Not only that but I'm happy with the material I have so far. So yay. Here's hoping the next time I slip, I don't allow myself to slide so far down again.

For HNT, I'm showing off the nails my mom did for me at the end of December.

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Happy
Thursday! =)