I....

I would: make a kick ass vampire.

I severely dislike: rudeness, two faced people, fake people, back stabbing, hypocrisy, sex offenders, dishonesty, animal cruelty, abuse, sugar coating, false pretenses, bad table manners, laziness, excess amounts of whining, commercials, bad drivers, Aunt Flo and bra shopping.

I love: music, cheese, sex, cars, hockey, Batman, art, texting, basketball, going to shows, reading, coffee, blogging, leather, vanilla scented candles, eyeliner, movies, black lights, pillows, lava lamps, cuddling, sleep, my boyfriend and my family. Among many other things.

I fear: being a failure for the rest of my life. Always being disappointed in myself. Never feeling good enough for anything. Rope bridges. Clowns. Porcelain dolls.

I am paranoid: once in a while, when I let my imagination get the best of me.

I want to: see more of the world.

I hate that I: am so hard on myself.

I love that I: speak my mind.

I could: go insane if I didn't have music and him.

I never: want to be a carbon copy of what I can't stand.

I say: not enough at times and too much other times.

I don't say: things that are thought out of spite and venom, most of the time.

I feel: like two people converged in to one.

I will: try hard to stay determined in my current goals.

I rarely ever: blame my problems on others.

I regret: very little.

I can't imagine: what my life would be like without him.

I look in the mirror and see: in my reflection, a hundred imperfections. Deeper, I see a mess.

I long for: understanding and compassion. Understanding of others and true understanding of me for others. Compassion, I wish I had more as I hardly have any. It makes me feel cold.

I am not: who I used to be.

I believe in: soul mates. Not one, but many.

I know: one person who can make me cry so easily when it takes the rest of the world so very, very much more.

I hide: my emotions quite a lot.

I find comfort in: music, words, writing, his arms.

I give: what I can.

I fight: for what I believe in.

I have a: bad temper but I've learned to control it much better than I used to.

I lose: myself in thought.

I always try: to figure things out on my own.

I need to: trust some people more and not be so afraid of getting hurt.

I care: a lot.

I never leave the house: without my cell phone, wallet and door key.

I will one day: rule the world. =)