So will you hold my hand?

Yesterday was mom's birthday. I ended up not working after all which was nice. Monday sucks ass anyway as far as work goes. It's one of the sloooowest fucking nights of the week. I only missed 6 hours of work anyway. Maybe I can make it up Wednesday. So I was with the family all day. Getting stuff for mom's birthday and then going out to do things with the family. I still took her and my siblings out to lunch. We ended up going out for dinner after birthday cards and gifts were opened. Mom cried over the birthday cards. She loved the gifts she got I believe. She made her own cake, as usual. She is the uber phenomenal chef and baker so we can't make or buy any cake that would be near as good as her own. Plus, she loves to cook and bake. Which we all love and benefit from as well. Yum. Anyway. She made herself a red velvet cake with cream cheese icing. It was delicious. It tastes about 1,000 times better than it looks. Cake is the devil. I don't care for icing all that much honestly. Just give me the cake. Yum. I could eat cake as a meal. I don't but I could. As long as it's a cake I like and I can scrape most of the icing off, I'm a happy camper. It's still not as good as ice cream though. I love love love ice cream.

I'm off today and tomorrow. Then I work Thursday - Sunday. Four eight and a half hour shifts. I actually hate having three nights off but it was worth having Monday off to do everything with the family.

We might be going to San Jose in November. My loves, the Dallas Stars will be in town to take on the San Jose Sharks. I want to go so bad. My mom wants to go. My sister and youngest brother want to go as well I think. I WANT TO GO! STARS!!!!

Tomorrow is Wednesday Weirdness. We have a new chick up and posting the questions for Wednesday this week. Check them out. They should be up sometime this evening or really late tonight/early tomorrow.



I almost skipped the TMI Tuesday questions today. Mainly because I couldn't remember more specific answers to a lot of things, lol. I did them anyway.

1. Who and when was your first crush?

Gosh... well, as a little girl, I was a tomboy. Boys were for playing sports with, racing cars against, wrestling and beating up on. I don't think I got a real crush until I was like 10 or 11 and then I was totally grossed out for thinking of a boy like that, lol. It was a neighborhood boy that was a couple years older than me. I got older and realized he was a loser, lol.


2. Who and when was your first date?

I don't even remember who and when exactly. Probably a movie though. I think most of my first dates were movies. So you could make out in the theater. ;) I haven't made out in a theater in a long time though. Movie tickets are expensive and if I'm going, I want to watch the damn movie.


3. Who and when was your first kiss?

My first kisses happened in kindergarten. J and M. While holding the door open to the cafeteria and under the piano during a play period indoors on a rainy day and another time on the playground.


4. Who and when was your first partner while "fooling around" in car?

A boy named.... :) I was 15 I think. I knew him from work. It also happened while we were both at work and on a break, lol.


5. Who and when was your first partner while "fooling around" in a house?

Again, I don't remember exactly who and when. I was a teenager and that wasn't that long ago but I've "fooled around" with quite a bit more people than most would think or know about. I didn't lose my virginity in a house. When I started fooling around at all, it was never in a house, lol.

6. Who and when was your first love?

When I lived in South Texas. We had an insanely dysfunctional relationship. Both of us were pretty shitty towards each other honestly toward the end. He was sweeter than most people knew but you only complain about the bad times and people tended to think he was worse than he was. I did some pretty fucked up shit to him though. It was just.... dysfunctional and unhealthy but at the time, I didn't care because he meant the world to me. I'd never be like that with anyone ever again. I've got a much more healthy relationship now with an amazing guy. :)

Happy Tuesday!